Church today was really good. Our pastor spoke of the impact death has on life. He said that for a Christian who has Christ in their life, death is merely a passageway on to true life, eternal life, life healed from pain and sorrow and sin. It is a path towards Christ, that place where we can be in a right standing with God. We have hope in the midst of death, regardless of how much it hurts and how bad we miss those who are gone, there is joy beneath it all.
I end up crying whenever I go to church, especially if we sing In Christ Alone. I sang that song in Athens, the day after I heard about eric’s death. We were in a Greek evangelical church, and it was all in greek, but when we sang that song we (wheaton students) sang it in english while the locals sang it in greek.
In Christ Alone"
Words and Music by Keith Getty & Stuart Townend
Copyright © 2001 Kingsway Thankyou Music
In Christ alone my hope is found;
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This cornerstone, this solid ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My comforter, my all in all—
Here in the love of Christ I stand.
In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.
There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain;
Then bursting forth in glorious day,
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory,
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me;
For I am His and He is mine—
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.
No guilt in life, no fear in death—
This is the pow'r of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home—
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand.
These lyrics comfort me with the Truth, and yet they sting with the pain of those close to me whom He has called home. Weeping doesn’t go along well with singing, but even the fact that I can’t sing reminds me that I can’t do anything on my own, that I have to stand in Christ power and not on my own.
God has blessed me with good friends and family who help me through these days, who cry with me and abide with me even when I’m not very much fun; who let me know its ok if I’m not particularly jolly every day of the week. *Thank you Jesus for my dear sweet friends and family. Thank you.*
5 comments:
I absolutely LOVE that song. Keith Getty and his wife Kristyn came to Cedarville and spoke while I was there. I loved hearing about how they wrote their songs and made sure that there was a meaningful message in each one.
I love you Becca :)
Precious Becca Boo,
You love much and are loved by all. Eric would be so pleased that you turn to Christ for comfort in your time of trial and grief.
Oh, sweet girl, life is never easy. But, our God is awesome and how He loves to have your wholehearted devotion!
I continue to pray for the whole Terhune family.
Love, Miss Sherri
I am thankful to those who minister to you, not even aware of the pain you are going through - like your pastor this past Sunday. They are sent by God to heal your (our) broken hearts. May we all turn to Christ for our only comfort in life and death!!
Becca, that song was so so so hard for me to sing while Aaron was in Iraq. When someone you love so deeply is in such danger (and you certainly have to deal with the heartbreaking fallout of the worst possible outcome in a way I don't) the truth of those words is nearly painful. The song starts out "In Christ alone my hope is found" - and when you're in a situation like that, your heart cannot deny that you have to mean "In Christ alone my hope is found, even if EVERYTHING about this situation goes horribly wrong and the things I hold dear are destroyed."
Grief is not a quick process, and I am very sorry that you and your family have to face the burden of losing a loved one. I am praying for you and I love you. Thank you for sharing honestly with us here.
Love, Abby
becca boo!
thanks for your blog comment. :) i like your blog a lot, too! and i miss you a lot! i remember all those things you mentioned... such great memories! remember when we used to study at paynes or the student union? and when you introduced me to pandora?? or remember when we watched "little women" together? i wish you were here to watch it with me now! hope the end of your semester is wrapping up well. (can you believe we're seniors??) LOVE YOU! i hope i can see you sometime soon!
love,
blake
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