This is the music in my life.

This Christmas break was... amazing. perhaps the best one so far. It was a whirlwind of getting reacquainted with old friends (and one in particular), having the whole family under one roof, talent shows, fires in the fireplace, music snow angles, cousins, and good food! But the overarching melody through it all was "All is Gift". every single thing.









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I like Christmas

Finals are coming along! half-way done. I just finished one final and have another today and the last one tomorrow. Whew!
Yesterday was the first time at Church in a while due to classes last sunday, travels to and from Midwest, chikfila, and lexington. It was wonderful to be back.
In honor of advent, we had a Gaudete service, a service of lessons (scripture reading) and carols. Its latin for "rejoice" (thanks Mrs. Walker, Jenny's Latin, and Wikipedia).

One carol in particular grabbed my heart and filled me with Hope. The promises in the first stanza are what i long for so much, the promise of comfort to those who mourn, whose back aches from a load of sorrow. the promise of peace to the world and peace to Jerusalem, a city so divided and disgraced by centuries of war. Thank you God, for covering our sins, for comforting your people, for descending from heaven to be incarnate to us. And thank you God, for not only being the Comforter, but also being the Savior. Please help me pass my final. Have mercy. Amen.

Comfort, Comfort Ye My People by Johann Olearius
1. Comfort, comfort, ye My people,
Speak ye peace, thus saith our God;
Comfort those who sit in darkness,
Mourning 'neath their sorrows' load.
Speak ye to Jerusalem
Of the peace that waits for them;
Tell her that her sins I cover
And her warfare now is over.

2. Yea, her sins our God will pardon,
Blotting out each dark misdeed;
All that well deserved His anger
He no more will see or heed.
She hath suffered many a day,
Now her griefs have passed away;
God will change her pining sadness
Into ever-springing gladness.

3. Hark, the Herald's voice is crying
In the desert far and near,
Bidding all men to repentance
Since the Kingdom now is here.
Oh, that warning cry obey!
Now prepare for God a way;
Let the valleys rise to meet Him
And the hills bow down to greet Him.

4. Make ye straight what long was crooked,
Make the rougher places plain;
Let your hearts be true and humble,
As befits His holy reign.
For the glory of the Lord
Now o'er earth is shed abroad,
And all flesh shall see the token
That His Word is never broken.

I couldn't find a great recording, but this gives you an idea of what the tune is.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sfDESOjN0I&feature=related

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This is my view out my desk window this morning.

It snowed yesterday for the first real snow in Nashville so far. It is wonderful. I went for a walk last night with the puppy and looked back at my little house and saw two heads peeking out through our lighted window. I just love those girls.



I love my roomates, i love my apartment, and i love how Lacie, Sarah and I have formed little family of our own. I was immensely blessed by both roommates yesterday as they gave me rides to and from the car shop through the snow, and as sarah worked for HOURS to make Lacie and I some of the best Potato fennel soup Ive ever had, topped off with home made apple pie. so wonderful.

Up Late

Today is Wednesday, and its been a long week already. I had block classes all weekend which makes it seems like last week never ended, and I'm still recovering from having classes all day long. Finals are just around the corner, as in they begin on friday.
I realized today that I dont recognize when I am feeling stressed, but people around me do. I found I show it in one of two ways. Apparently I get a little crazy with cleaning and doing dishes and organizing. I feel the drive to organize some part of my life, and the tangible seems the easiest thing to reach for. I also get really creative- like today of all days I started a new project for window treatments in my room, or i made a banner of all the finals i have so I can get the satisfaction of pulling each one down as I take them. (See picture below).

In college, my roomates would tell you that during the most stressful part of the year, I spent hours making intricate paper snowflakes. (again, see below).



Last night I went to small group, which is always so wonderful. I'm so glad God has given me a place in Nashville that I sit by a real live fire, and talk to people who know me and love me, and feel at home. The night before Sarah and Chironna and I went to a Christmas concert at Lipscomb. It was beautiful, and it made me homesick for wheaton's christmas concert. Music truly is magical in how it can lift your spirits and convey so much emotion.

Well, I don't think there's any particular reason for this post, except nobody's on skype and its too late to call people. :-) And this is my blog, and i dont have to have a coherent post if I dont want to. so there you go internet.

Aunt boo's roadtrip.m4v

R.N.

The moment we've all been waiting for....


Ok! I think I will!


Hi, my name is Becca, I'm a nurse!

October First

I can't believe its already October. I'm sitting in Nanny and Papa's lovely basement, enjoying the heat of the fireplace. Being at their house is so soothing, perhaps its all the delicious food they feed me, or being understood by your own people, but it feels good. Somehow time got away from me these past few months. The intensity of clinical (nicknamed bootcamp) and the absence of a summer break made school feel endless this year. The accelerated pace of the program is beginning to wear on me, and in order not to get discouraged, sometimes I look back at all the things I didn't know when I started that seem second nature to me now. Here are just a few things I've learned in the past few months.
-sleep is important, especially when working 3 twelve hour shifts in a row, so you shouldn't feel lame going to bed at 9:30.
-wash your hands
-take the tourniquet off after putting the needle in when drawing blood.
- wash your hands.
- strep throat makes life harder. First line drug therapy is Penicillin- make sure your provider knows this. grr.
- wash your hands
-Nashville in the summer is like living in a giant hot cloud of steam coming from burning asphalt, just add pollen.
- use lotion on your hands
- treat all your patients like they are your parents.
- scrubs are great, except when you order longs and the pant legs are still too short

- Squirrel weddings are fantastic

- moving is always hard and brings out emotions i didnt know i had, but good thing my wonderful brother David helped arrange our furniture. thanks bro.
- I like driving a uhaul truck. very much.

- Birthdays are wonderful.

- Ukuleles make the world a brighter happy place.

- Records is spelled r-e-c-o-r-d-s. oops.

- Wash your hands and your dishes.
- I am so blessed by living with Sarah and Lacie

- Kayaking into the sunset is a new favorite, especially with wonderful friends.

- Being Aunt Boo only gets better.



- Church weekly renews my soul.

These are just a few things I've learned in the past few months. Hopefully I've learned enough to pass the NCLEX, my big huge test that determines if I become a nurse or not. So, if you happen to read this before October 12, please say a prayer for me, and if I seem hard to reach until then, know that I would really love to chat but I'm probably studying. maybe not, but i should be.

Lucy Eloise, welcome to the world.

For new babies, new life, a brand new little person with a beating heart and soft feet that have not yet felt the green grass or the grit of sand. For a healthy mind that can think and feel, for lungs that gasp and cry out as they experience filling with air for the first time. For eyes blinking at the sunlight, trying to focus and understand that other pair of loving parental eyes gazing right back. For thin dark hair, slowing rising into small curls as it dries. For little tummies quickly rising and falling 40 times a minute with each breath. For that fragile yet so strong little archipelago of bones down her back that protect her spinal cord from harm. Oh little one who will soon grow up too fast, I am so thankful to God for all of you, and for all that you stand for. Your birth is a reminder that we don't have hope because we have children, but we have children because we have hope. You, Lucy Eloise, are a living proclamation of your parents' faith and hope that God will keep his promises and will never leave you nor forsake you. Oh thank you Lord Jesus. Amen.


"From life's first cry, to final breath, Jesus commands my destiny"